The Fog Horn blew.
"I made up that story," said McDunn
quietly, "to try to explain why this thing keeps coming back to the
lighthouse every year. The Fog Horn calls it, I think, and it comes...."
'But " I said.
"Sssst!" said McDunn. "There!" He
nodded out to the Deeps.
Something was swimming toward the
lighthouse tower.
It was a cold night, as I have said;
the high tower was cold, the light coming and going, and the Fog Horn
calling and calling through the raveling mist. You couldn't see far
and you couldn't see plain, but there was the deep sea moving on its
way about the night earth, flat and quiet, the color of gray mud,
and here were the two of us alone in the high tower, and there, far
out at first, was a ripple, followed by a wave, a rising, a bubble,
a bit of froth. And then, from the surface of the cold sea came a
head, a large head, dark-colored, with immense eyes, and then a neck.
And then--not a body--but more neck and more! The head rose a full
forty feet above the water on a slender and beautiful dark neck. Only
then did the body, like a little island of black coral and shells
and crayfish, drip up from the subterranean. There was a flicker of
tail. In all, from head to tip of tail, I estimated the monster at
ninety or a hundred feet.
I don't know what I said. I said
something.
"Steady, boy, steady," whispered
McDunn.
"It's impossible!" I said.
"No, Johnny, we're impossible. It's
like it always was ten million years ago. It hasn't changed. It's
us and the land that've changed, become impossible, Us!"
It swam slowly and with a great dark
majesty out in the icy waters, far away. The fog came and went about
it, momentarily erasing its shape. One of the monster eyes caught
and held and flashed back our immense light, red, white, red, white,
like a disk held high and sending a message in primeval code. It was
as silent as the fog through which it swam.
"It's a dinosaur of some sort!" I
crouched down, holding to the stair rail.
"Yes, one of the tribe."
"But they died out!"
"No, only hid away in the Deeps.
Deep, deep down in the deepest Deeps. Isn't that a word now, Johnny,
a real word, it says so much: the Deeps. There's all the coldness
and darkness and deepness in a word like that.""What'll we do?"
"Do? We got our job, we can't leave.
Besides, we're safer here than in any boat trying to get to land.
That thing's as big as a destroyer and almost as swift."
"But here, why does it come here?"
The next moment I had my answer.
The Fog Horn blew.
And the monster answered.
A cry came across a million years
of water and mist. A cry so anguished and alone that it shuddered
in my head and my body. The monster cried out at the tower. The Fog
Horn blew. The monster roared again. The Fog Horn blew. The monster
opened its great toothed mouth and the sound that came from it was
the sound of the Fog Horn itself. Lonely and vast and far away. The
sound of isolation, a viewless sea, a cold night, apartness. That
was the sound.
"Now," whispered McDunn, "do you
know why it comes here?"
I nodded.
"All year long, Johnny, that poor
monster there lying far out, a thousand miles at sea, and twenty miles
deep maybe, biding its time, perhaps it's a million years old, this
one creature. Think of it, waiting a million years; could you wait
that long? Maybe it's the last of its kind. I sort of think that's
true. Any way, here come men on land and build this lighthouse, five
years ago. And set up their Fog Horn and sound it and sound it out
toward the place where you bury yourself in sleep and sea memories
of a world where there were thousands like your self, but now you're
alone, all alone in a world not made for you, a world where you have
to hide.
"But the sound of the Fog Horn comes
and goes, comes and goes, and you stir from the muddy bottom of the
Deeps, and your eyes open like the lenses of two-foot cameras and
you move, slow, slow, for you have the ocean sea on your shoulders,
heavy. But that Fog Horn comes through a thousand miles of water,
faint and familiar, and the furnace in your belly stokes up, and you
begin to rise, slow, slow. You feed yourself on great slakes of cod
and minnow, on rivers of jellyfish, and you rise slow through the
autumn months, through September when the fogs started, through October
with more fog and the horn still calling you on, and then, late in
November, after pressurizing yourself day by day, a few feet higher
every hour, you are near the surface and still alive. You've got to
go slow; if you surfaced all at once you'd explode. So it takes you
all of three months to surface, and then a number of days to swim
through the cold waters to the lighthouse. And there you are, out
there, in the night, Johnny, the biggest damn monster in creation.
And here's the lighthouse calling to you, with a long neck like your
neck sticking way up out of the water, and a body like your body,
and, most important of all, a voice like your voice. Do you understand
now, Johnny, do you understand?"
The Fog Horn blew.
The monster answered.
I saw it all, I knew it all--the
million years of waiting alone, for someone to come back who never
came back. The million years of isolation at the bottom of the sea,
the insanity of time there, while the skies cleared of reptile-birds,
the swamps dried on the continental lands, the sloths and saber-tooths
had their day and sank in tar pits, and men ran like white ants upon
the hills.
The Fog Horn blew.
"Last year," said McDunn, "that creature
swam round and round, round and round, all night. Not coming too near,
puzzled, I'd say. Afraid, maybe. And a bit angry after coming all
this way. But the next day, unexpectedly, the fog lifted, the sun
came out fresh, the sky was as blue as a painting. And the monster
swam off away from the heat and the silence and didn't come back.
I suppose it's been brooding on it for a year now, thinking it over
from every which way."
The monster was only a hundred yards
off now, it and the Fog Horn crying at each other. As the lights hit
them, the monster's eyes were fire and ice, fire and ice.
"That's life for you," said McDunn.
"Someone always waiting for someone who never comes home. Always someone
loving some thing more than that thing loves them. And after a while
you want to destroy whatever that thing is, so it can't hurt you no
more." The monster was rushing at the lighthouse.
The Fog Horn blew.
"Let's see what happens," said McDunn.
He switched the Fog Horn off.
The ensuing minute of silence was
so intense that we could hear our hearts pounding in the glassed area
of the tower, could hear the slow greased turn of the light.
The monster stopped and froze. Its
great lantern eyes blinked. Its mouth gaped. It gave a sort of rumble,
like a volcano. It twitched its head this way and that, as if to seek
the sounds now dwindled off into the fog. It peered at the lighthouse.
It rumbled again. Then its eyes caught fire. It reared up, threshed
the water, and rushed at the tower, its eyes filled with angry torment.
"McDunn!" I cried. ''Switch on the
horn!"
McDunn fumbled with the switch. But
even as he flicked it on, the monster was rearing up. I had a glimpse
of its gigantic paws, fishskin glittering in webs between the finger-like
projections, clawing at the tower. The huge eye on the right side
of its anguished head glittered before me like a caldron into which
I might drop, screaming. The tower shook. The Fog Horn cried; the
monster cried. It seized the tower and gnashed at the glass, which
shattered in upon us.
McDunn seized my arm. "Downstairs!"
The tower rocked, trembled, and started
to give. The Fog Horn and the monster roared. We stumbled and half
fell down the stairs. "Quick!"
We reached the bottom as the tower
buckled down toward us. We ducked under the stairs into the small
stone cell. There were a thousand concussions as the rocks rained
down. The Fog Horn stopped abruptly. The monster crashed upon the
lower. The tower fell. We knelt together, McDunn and I, holding tight,
while our world exploded.